Wednesday, June 21, 2006
hafiz. you have to get this right. its not because of him. ive explained it to you. can't i even have a bestfriend? if you think its his fault. it means that you never have believe what i say. i didnt say i wana leave you forever. i never did. i will always love you. ok. i care about your feelings. if it ain't about you. i think i'll be giving up right now. i dun wan you to get the wrong idea about akmal. can you do that for me? it hurts me as much as it hurts you. ive not been having enough rest because of you. its all because of me. you people think bad about akmal. what if i call ur friends chibai all that? ya'll will get mad right. how about me? i know what i did was wrong. but did someone even cares? i wanted tis break up without any hatred. not even to hate my friends. i made this decision on my own. and to those who tag at akmal's blog. stop it already. you people dun even know the full story. i still care. will always care.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
blogging for yesterday's event.
went to east coast. left house at about 3+.
took 99 and stop at clementi to take 196 to east coast.
it was pretty cold yesterday. wasn't too hot. reached east coast at about 7+. all i did inside the bus was. listening to my mp3 and sms-ing. ahaks. ella ella. cannot stop sms-ing larhs. i took picture of cos. that's my job. heheks. was playing with the sand there. then, alamak!! the waves came. fuhlamak! my shoes all wet already. and all i did was complain. haha. told my mum. alah! tak nak pakai kasut uh! basah! geli! hurhur. ella complain queen. hehe. but end up wearing that shoes larh. haha. around 9.30 my mum wanted to go home. so before going home, went to macdonald's. went there bought burgers. take away of cos. after buying the burgers. we headed to the busstop to take 196. the bus was damn sejuk seii!!! cannot tahan! shivering like hell. afta arriving kat clementi, terus bus 99 datang. and we boarded it again. bus 99 pon sejuk. ahhh! wat the hell!! reached my home busstop and i helped my mum carried my lil sister. she slept. haha. reached home, washed my face, change my cloths, sms-ed akmal saying good night and went straight to bed.
dada.
that's all.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
gona blog about what i've done yesterday. nothing much happened yesterday. kind of a boring dull day. i woke up quite early. my bestie send me message. go check. he says good morning. heheks. his prepaid low. so he's using alot of other numbers. hahaks. so. i go bathed and then i switch on my comp. well. i didn't wanna do my homework first. no mood larhs. all i want to do now is to turn back the time. i wanna be in pahang back. sobz* sobz*. miss those nights, laughters, binatangs and everything. i guess you'll know how i feel to those who went pahang. whole day at home. except i go kedai. beli sabun. ahaks. i keep on chatting and sms-ing the whole. for heaven's sake! ella! reduce ur sms a lil bit can? ahaks. i'll try my best. if not pon, i'll buy a prepaid card. that prepaid card boleh sms byk2. hehe. i thought of sending the pahang pics to akmal thru mail. budden, i go send at akmal_91_1@hotmail.com. who's email at is that. heheks. didnt laugh that much like i use to on thursday night!! was happyly sms-ing my bestie. den alamak. he's sis busy and she want to use the phone. so he can't msg me for the moment. i told him. dun worry, i'll wait. haha. but he stayed up quite late la. and he told me go sleep first and i did. heheks. think that's all for yesterday.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
woow. jus got back from pahang. had great fun. yeah.
day 1.
woke up at 5. and reach school about 610 i think. waited for my friends. yeah. they were so called late. including the cikgu's. hmph. kk. like whatever. departed at 7+. it was sucha boring and sleepy journey. takder fun sgt. den we stopped at yong peng for some snacks and some foods to bring to our hotels later on. afta that we went to this orang asli settlement. we took this boat. very fun. den go shopping mall jap. cikgu mardie wanted to buy new shoes. den off we went for our dinner. afta dinner check in for our hotels. we were kinda shock. woohoo! gerek. tempat besar. cantik. sedap. haha. but kinda disappointed though. my room, suhailah's and akmal's was very far. had to walk quite a distance. haha. dari hujung hingga ke hujung. khekhe. k like whatever. we planned to go out at nite. but. the place was too dark. so. we called each other's room and me, idah and my sis decided to go over at akmal's place. the peeps sleeping wit akmal is endi and azri. haha. well. we talked through out and den off we went to sleep.
day 2.
after having breakfast. off we went to sungai lembing. den we walk through the hanging bridge. the hanging bridge was super fun. me and akmal purposely goyangkn the bridge. notty us. but atleast we enjoyed ourselves. haha. den we go to panching cave. the cave was huge. it was damn tiring. hmm. i started to get really tired. and jln pun mcm tk betul. y am i tired..? there were lotsa stairs. imagine a very steep one. summore i afraid of heights. but i push myself. my bestie and larlinx. proud of me. hahaks. good job ella. thx to that animal who helped me alot. [no hard feeling ya akmal] afta the tiring walking and climbing. we go off to the pandan waterfall. the waterfall. ahh! sejuk! sedap! we played wif water. didnt wana get myself wet. so stay far far from the kids who played wit the water. hehe. afta the waterfall thinggy. go shopping mall again. ni lah. budak2 ini. main air. tk bawak extra clothings. hahaks. we went for our lunch there too. kk. afta that we go batik house. heheks.nice batik. bought my mum baju tido batik. she says shes not gona wear it. too expensive. duh! den nk uat perhiasan? haha. den dinner at local restaurant. and back to the resort. as usual. me, my sis, idah and akmal. chatted. laughed. well. bored mahx. hahaks.
day 3.
day 3 was my worse nightmare. haha. first of all. we all went to agro park. look around saw many fruit trees. afta that we go for abseiling/repelling. me and idah was the bising-est. from the top kene turun bawah. i banged myself two three time on the wooden board. sakit sia. but. its ok. can tahan. haha. afta abseiling/repelling, we go for our next activities. we had to go through this muddy place. had some scratches. a few did too. heheks. as usual walked in front wif bestie, faruq and a few others. haha. full ofmud. eyeerr!! geli!! haha. ok ok. next washed up and off we go shopping again. wah! best! hahax. den go hotel back. but this time akmal came to my sis room. there were four of us. yeah. we watched spongebob. made jokes. laughed. hahax. great day.
day 4.
woke up and get ready to check out. had to be out by 8 am. afta having our breakfast, we went for mangrove cruising along river of kuantan. didnt do much there. last day. so we thought why not enjoy ourselves. me, akmal, yanto and my sis laughed alot la. and i didnt get to sleep that much in the bus as dian's freind made alot of noise until me and my sis shouted. wooow! baek uh ella[akmal said] haha. i know im good. hurhur. like real.den we had lunch and departed for singapore. we all felt quite sad leaving the tour guide. so me and akmal planned to hug the tour guide. and so we did. forgot to salam larhs. sori la. atleast i hug ok. haha. so. we reached singapore. went to mac wif the three peeps. and headed home. haha. fun fun fun. starting to miss them.
that's all we did. yeah! will never forget this moment. haha. rite. *high pitch. haha ain't that right. haha. rite stop here. damn tired. hey dude. thx for the shirt. hehe. unexpected. haha. tatas. wish there was drama.
Monday, June 05, 2006
its all about us. hahax. well. gona tok alot about this drama. hehe. have been having loads of drama lately. drama was great. was totally damn cool. i got to be geisha for one dae. hahax. ain't that rite ppl. hehehe. hmm. we spent alot of time with each other. its like we are one BIG family. usually go eat b4 n afta drama. the common ppl who goes eating with me afta drama was. mie, noorendi, akmal, wan, wani, fiza, q, khairul and faruq[sori dunno how to spell ur name de]. yeap. those are the ppl. we laughed our ass out. hahax. hmm. last saturday had this drama rehearsal. damn fun and cool la. we rock the world ok. afta the rehearsal. this abg najib wanted to go eat. den. the gerls were inside the toilet washing our faces. suddenly. alamak!!! akmal msg me. he says abg najib drove them to jp first. wth!! hmph! not fair la. but its ok with us. as long as they dun go and eat their lunch first. soo.. we kinda reach jp. afta that. meet up wif e boys n one guy. haha. that is abg najib. go eat at banquet. hmm.we ate. make jokes. laughed. hmm. den kenyang. hehe. den wan and abg najib go alek first.den. its was q's turn. and we were like left with 5 ppl. akmal, ren, mie, wani and fiza. we jalan2 kat jp for 2 hours. well. we had alot of fun ok. we simply walk here and there. laughed e most. den. it was time. for us to like go home. we said goodbye and went separate ways. sho sad. hahax. ok ok. dun have to. hehe. it sure was a gone case. hahax. after the cat incident.. wad telah happen to you.?? heheks. hmm. cant wait to go pahang. we are gona rock that place. haha. klah. stop here de. babe. dun worry kiesh. i'll owaes be ur fwen no matter what. get that in mind. hehe. im one in a million. thats what u said. hehehe. ^.^
thanx for cheering me up every second.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
im just so disappointed in you. you promised me. and u broke it. even if you are stress you dun have to ......rite..? im totally upset. i will never forget what you did. i tried to. but i cant. you should know..i really dislike it. i know you'ld do this one day. and its like really happening. the day you remembered i talk harshly. that is bcos im damn upset, angry and disappointed. i just dun know what to say. all im hoping for is.. please dun do that again. you dun know what i'll do when i found out that you did that again. for now, i'll try and forget. [but its really very very hard]
heartbroken.. i cried for you.. please dun do this anymore..
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
hafiz. you have to get this right. its not because of him. ive explained it to you. can't i even have a bestfriend? if you think its his fault. it means that you never have believe what i say. i didnt say i wana leave you forever. i never did. i will always love you. ok. i care about your feelings. if it ain't about you. i think i'll be giving up right now. i dun wan you to get the wrong idea about akmal. can you do that for me? it hurts me as much as it hurts you. ive not been having enough rest because of you. its all because of me. you people think bad about akmal. what if i call ur friends chibai all that? ya'll will get mad right. how about me? i know what i did was wrong. but did someone even cares? i wanted tis break up without any hatred. not even to hate my friends. i made this decision on my own. and to those who tag at akmal's blog. stop it already. you people dun even know the full story. i still care. will always care.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
blogging for yesterday's event.
went to east coast. left house at about 3+.
took 99 and stop at clementi to take 196 to east coast.
it was pretty cold yesterday. wasn't too hot. reached east coast at about 7+. all i did inside the bus was. listening to my mp3 and sms-ing. ahaks. ella ella. cannot stop sms-ing larhs. i took picture of cos. that's my job. heheks. was playing with the sand there. then, alamak!! the waves came. fuhlamak! my shoes all wet already. and all i did was complain. haha. told my mum. alah! tak nak pakai kasut uh! basah! geli! hurhur. ella complain queen. hehe. but end up wearing that shoes larh. haha. around 9.30 my mum wanted to go home. so before going home, went to macdonald's. went there bought burgers. take away of cos. after buying the burgers. we headed to the busstop to take 196. the bus was damn sejuk seii!!! cannot tahan! shivering like hell. afta arriving kat clementi, terus bus 99 datang. and we boarded it again. bus 99 pon sejuk. ahhh! wat the hell!! reached my home busstop and i helped my mum carried my lil sister. she slept. haha. reached home, washed my face, change my cloths, sms-ed akmal saying good night and went straight to bed.
dada.
that's all.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
gona blog about what i've done yesterday. nothing much happened yesterday. kind of a boring dull day. i woke up quite early. my bestie send me message. go check. he says good morning. heheks. his prepaid low. so he's using alot of other numbers. hahaks. so. i go bathed and then i switch on my comp. well. i didn't wanna do my homework first. no mood larhs. all i want to do now is to turn back the time. i wanna be in pahang back. sobz* sobz*. miss those nights, laughters, binatangs and everything. i guess you'll know how i feel to those who went pahang. whole day at home. except i go kedai. beli sabun. ahaks. i keep on chatting and sms-ing the whole. for heaven's sake! ella! reduce ur sms a lil bit can? ahaks. i'll try my best. if not pon, i'll buy a prepaid card. that prepaid card boleh sms byk2. hehe. i thought of sending the pahang pics to akmal thru mail. budden, i go send at akmal_91_1@hotmail.com. who's email at is that. heheks. didnt laugh that much like i use to on thursday night!! was happyly sms-ing my bestie. den alamak. he's sis busy and she want to use the phone. so he can't msg me for the moment. i told him. dun worry, i'll wait. haha. but he stayed up quite late la. and he told me go sleep first and i did. heheks. think that's all for yesterday.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
woow. jus got back from pahang. had great fun. yeah.
day 1.
woke up at 5. and reach school about 610 i think. waited for my friends. yeah. they were so called late. including the cikgu's. hmph. kk. like whatever. departed at 7+. it was sucha boring and sleepy journey. takder fun sgt. den we stopped at yong peng for some snacks and some foods to bring to our hotels later on. afta that we went to this orang asli settlement. we took this boat. very fun. den go shopping mall jap. cikgu mardie wanted to buy new shoes. den off we went for our dinner. afta dinner check in for our hotels. we were kinda shock. woohoo! gerek. tempat besar. cantik. sedap. haha. but kinda disappointed though. my room, suhailah's and akmal's was very far. had to walk quite a distance. haha. dari hujung hingga ke hujung. khekhe. k like whatever. we planned to go out at nite. but. the place was too dark. so. we called each other's room and me, idah and my sis decided to go over at akmal's place. the peeps sleeping wit akmal is endi and azri. haha. well. we talked through out and den off we went to sleep.
day 2.
after having breakfast. off we went to sungai lembing. den we walk through the hanging bridge. the hanging bridge was super fun. me and akmal purposely goyangkn the bridge. notty us. but atleast we enjoyed ourselves. haha. den we go to panching cave. the cave was huge. it was damn tiring. hmm. i started to get really tired. and jln pun mcm tk betul. y am i tired..? there were lotsa stairs. imagine a very steep one. summore i afraid of heights. but i push myself. my bestie and larlinx. proud of me. hahaks. good job ella. thx to that animal who helped me alot. [no hard feeling ya akmal] afta the tiring walking and climbing. we go off to the pandan waterfall. the waterfall. ahh! sejuk! sedap! we played wif water. didnt wana get myself wet. so stay far far from the kids who played wit the water. hehe. afta the waterfall thinggy. go shopping mall again. ni lah. budak2 ini. main air. tk bawak extra clothings. hahaks. we went for our lunch there too. kk. afta that we go batik house. heheks.nice batik. bought my mum baju tido batik. she says shes not gona wear it. too expensive. duh! den nk uat perhiasan? haha. den dinner at local restaurant. and back to the resort. as usual. me, my sis, idah and akmal. chatted. laughed. well. bored mahx. hahaks.
day 3.
day 3 was my worse nightmare. haha. first of all. we all went to agro park. look around saw many fruit trees. afta that we go for abseiling/repelling. me and idah was the bising-est. from the top kene turun bawah. i banged myself two three time on the wooden board. sakit sia. but. its ok. can tahan. haha. afta abseiling/repelling, we go for our next activities. we had to go through this muddy place. had some scratches. a few did too. heheks. as usual walked in front wif bestie, faruq and a few others. haha. full ofmud. eyeerr!! geli!! haha. ok ok. next washed up and off we go shopping again. wah! best! hahax. den go hotel back. but this time akmal came to my sis room. there were four of us. yeah. we watched spongebob. made jokes. laughed. hahax. great day.
day 4.
woke up and get ready to check out. had to be out by 8 am. afta having our breakfast, we went for mangrove cruising along river of kuantan. didnt do much there. last day. so we thought why not enjoy ourselves. me, akmal, yanto and my sis laughed alot la. and i didnt get to sleep that much in the bus as dian's freind made alot of noise until me and my sis shouted. wooow! baek uh ella[akmal said] haha. i know im good. hurhur. like real.den we had lunch and departed for singapore. we all felt quite sad leaving the tour guide. so me and akmal planned to hug the tour guide. and so we did. forgot to salam larhs. sori la. atleast i hug ok. haha. so. we reached singapore. went to mac wif the three peeps. and headed home. haha. fun fun fun. starting to miss them.
that's all we did. yeah! will never forget this moment. haha. rite. *high pitch. haha ain't that right. haha. rite stop here. damn tired. hey dude. thx for the shirt. hehe. unexpected. haha. tatas. wish there was drama.
Monday, June 05, 2006
its all about us. hahax. well. gona tok alot about this drama. hehe. have been having loads of drama lately. drama was great. was totally damn cool. i got to be geisha for one dae. hahax. ain't that rite ppl. hehehe. hmm. we spent alot of time with each other. its like we are one BIG family. usually go eat b4 n afta drama. the common ppl who goes eating with me afta drama was. mie, noorendi, akmal, wan, wani, fiza, q, khairul and faruq[sori dunno how to spell ur name de]. yeap. those are the ppl. we laughed our ass out. hahax. hmm. last saturday had this drama rehearsal. damn fun and cool la. we rock the world ok. afta the rehearsal. this abg najib wanted to go eat. den. the gerls were inside the toilet washing our faces. suddenly. alamak!!! akmal msg me. he says abg najib drove them to jp first. wth!! hmph! not fair la. but its ok with us. as long as they dun go and eat their lunch first. soo.. we kinda reach jp. afta that. meet up wif e boys n one guy. haha. that is abg najib. go eat at banquet. hmm.we ate. make jokes. laughed. hmm. den kenyang. hehe. den wan and abg najib go alek first.den. its was q's turn. and we were like left with 5 ppl. akmal, ren, mie, wani and fiza. we jalan2 kat jp for 2 hours. well. we had alot of fun ok. we simply walk here and there. laughed e most. den. it was time. for us to like go home. we said goodbye and went separate ways. sho sad. hahax. ok ok. dun have to. hehe. it sure was a gone case. hahax. after the cat incident.. wad telah happen to you.?? heheks. hmm. cant wait to go pahang. we are gona rock that place. haha. klah. stop here de. babe. dun worry kiesh. i'll owaes be ur fwen no matter what. get that in mind. hehe. im one in a million. thats what u said. hehehe. ^.^
thanx for cheering me up every second.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
im just so disappointed in you. you promised me. and u broke it. even if you are stress you dun have to ......rite..? im totally upset. i will never forget what you did. i tried to. but i cant. you should know..i really dislike it. i know you'ld do this one day. and its like really happening. the day you remembered i talk harshly. that is bcos im damn upset, angry and disappointed. i just dun know what to say. all im hoping for is.. please dun do that again. you dun know what i'll do when i found out that you did that again. for now, i'll try and forget. [but its really very very hard]
heartbroken.. i cried for you.. please dun do this anymore..
